I’ve been contemplating whether or not I would post anything related to the upcoming election. While I don’t think it’s any secret that I am a firm believer in the mission to “Heave the Steve” and reclaim Canada on behalf of progressive and compassionate policy, good scientific process, a robust and thriving arts scene, a fair taxation scheme, solid, supportive healthcare and education, respect for first nations and a proactive approach to addressing climate change I wasn’t sure of how to contextualize all of that in this framework until today.
This article about the CBC made it all click together.
As a touring musician in Canada you quickly realize one thing; this country is massive and from coast the CBC is beloved! It is more often than not the soundtrack to coffee percolating in quiet morning kitchens in homes all over the country. It is frequently the avenue through which a new favourite song is found and an artist is subsequently sought out and supported. It accompanies cozy evenings by the fire, morning commutes, late night drives, lazy Sundays and inevitably many of the memories made in the passing minutes of Canadian lives. Even when you only consider the radio output of the broadcaster and conveniently forget the countless memories of nights huddled around the television for hockey or otherwise it is downright inconceivable to blame “a dip in ratings” as the only source of struggles the CBC has recently faced.
If you were considering sitting this election out please reconsider. The CBC is one of many beloved Canadian institutions that have taken a hit from the PM and his party. Please, please, please inform yourself and vote strategically so that we may find ourselves on a brighter and better path on October 20th.
If you are feeling disillusioned or at a loss and need a wave of inspiration in terms of grassroots pro-activity check out http://www.votetogether.ca and then attend one of the fantastic live music events happening under the banner of ?#?imagineoct20th? http://www.imagineoct20th.com
If we play smart and with a full roster we can have a country that acknowledges the voices of it’s diverse and beautiful citizenry as it forges thoughtfully into the future.
With respect, hope, and care,
In the final days of summers rushes videographer Syd Woodward (Get Grounded TV, Overgrow The System) came over to my home with his camera in tow. It seemed as good an idea as any to capture the sound of something fresh and presently resonant, so when I sat down to sing for Syd and his camera I decided to play a song that I had only just begun to feel was nearing completed (as you watch it you’ll notice me shaking my head as I sift through my mind for the words to the second verse).
We did one take and then went back to enjoying the summers dying breaths.
It was, if nothing else, a moment; simple and true and soon forgotten.
Months later the archive of said moment arrived via email and I found myself dissecting it’s every breath. I was frustrated by the apparent unpolished nature of the performance and the tentative immediacy of the delivery. I filed it away un-posted and sighed a lamentable sigh that assumed I wouldn’t share it at all.
Fast forward another month or so and here I am writing this post while the video uploads to the wilds of the internet. Now with space for reflection that enables a quieter ego the flaws and the immediacy seem to communicate what I hoped for when I first started penning the tune. I remember the moment the song began; when the first lines of lyric slipped from my lips and offered me comfort in a moment wherein I was successfully masking my self-consciousness with a relaxed and perhaps somewhat distant demeanour all the while knowing how I truly felt. Sometimes a crowd can be a lonely place. We aren’t always the best at remembering to be inclusive and open. Life can keep us mired in the shallow end for longer than is comfortable when what we are really seeking is true connection and interaction. It is a feeling we all know, no matter how confident and happy we seem from the outside.
And so to the universality of feeling like an outsider or like someone who doesn’t fit or measure up in a given moment I offer this little ditty, warts and all.
FEELING I KNOW
First it’s listless, than it’s lazy
Leads you to those loose lies in these tight times
With your eye on the door, always tapping your toes
Baby, it’s a feeling I know
With all the bright eyes with the white teeth smiling in the sidelines
Little lost sheep, you think your so alone
Baby, it’s a feeling I know
All the secret voices that fill your heart
Going through the motions of the hardest part
I will hold the door if you will hold my hand
We could go together baby, take a chance
Everybody’s hiding in the laughter in the dark
Holding up a searchlight for a wide and open heart
I will hold the mirror, a lighthouse we could be
Guiding all the ships into the harbour safely
Baby, it’s a feeling I know
Amanda from Brutally Beautiful (she’s got a special on Headshots right now; check it out!) and I did a super raw and spontaneous set of portraits last month. We wanted to make use of my empty bedroom and it’s great natural light before the Princess Haus was vacated for good.
Spontaneous and raw in this case meant no makeup and no hair styling and a real sense of abandon.
We had some beautiful times in the Princess Haus making it our venue, gallery, dancehall, community center etc. and it was great to squeeze one more project into the space as we packed the boxes and scrubbed the floors.
Here’s a little peek at what we got up to!
A little while ago I stumbled upon a project called Emily and The Noizz. I fell instantly in love with the first track on their EP and then I had to buy it. I followed Noizz Factor on soundcloud, sent a wee little fan message and went along merrily with my life. A short time later Noizz Factor followed me back on soundcloud and left me some sweet comments on my song “Of A Shadow”, I mentioned that I had stems for said track, files were exchanged and beautiful things have resulted! Through the power of the internet a song has a rebirth, a creative connection is made and no one even had to get out of their pyjamas if they didn’t want to. To me this is the internet at it’s finest; bringing creative, talented minds from all corners of the planet to places of collaboration. From Canada to Poland and into your ears with love, I present the “Of A Shadow: Noizz Factor Mix” Enjoy! Share! Dance!